Sunday, December 10, 2006

i worked today. 12 hours straight on my off day. only got payed rm100 from rm130 the amount im suppose to get payed working for 12 hours. but it was good. got to see some really really hot chicks. there was this one girl that caught my eye. she was always staring at me but the reason why i didnt approach her is because she was married! sigh ... she looked just like jac. but prettier and more mature of course. it's one of those girls that you wont forget for a few days. that you would keep her in your head for quite awhile until you forget about her. sigh, i wish i had a photo of her in my phone. she definitely stands out among all the other girls in the restaurant. oh yes, i worked in MangoTree Restaurant. it was good. after work, samir, sookie, alin and i drank booze until were satisfied before going home. alin was a nice malay girl, a friends of sookie. sweet and adorable. fun to make fun of! heehe she's just plain cute. then on the way home we met JAIV in a roadblock! hahaha coincidence! lol

anyhoooo ... like i said before, people can talk crap but hey, they cant take it themselves thats why they talk crap about other people to make themself feel better. i mean, you want to talk all that crap to me, and i actually just stood there and nodded my head and smiled, and when YOU want my help, you'd be so fucking nice to me and play Mr.nice guy? god, some people really cant take what they actually say when it is shot back at them. hey, now you know how i fucking feel, treat other people with respect and they will be treating you the same when you need something. i took in whatever i could before, i just couldnt take anymore criticism or shit for anyone anymore from a long days work. so yeah. thats that.

other than that .... i still miss her. sigh. it's her little things ... you know? like the girl i saw tonight. sigh ... its just her face and her beautiful smile. omg, her smile was way way different and i loved the way she smiled. even her lips were so ... sigh ... dreaming dreaming

back to reality, derrick is still single and missing his ex, pathetic.
rick.

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